Sunday, July 21, 2013

Yo Kalis in the house




Yo Kalis in the house
She makes the hand of time go round
Yo Kalis in the house
Her foot keeps Shiva on the ground
Yo Kalis in the house
And she is totally unbound
Limitless and free
She’s filling me with power
Teaching time and death to be
From minutes into hours
On the Gaian tree
She’s in the wilting flowers
She leaves the concept “me”
Dissolving and devoured
The ego is a coward
But you allow the Earth to move from fall to April showers
The universal destiny
The universal origins
Destructress  and conductress
Of the psycho-cosmic porridges
Creatrix of this matrix
Consuming all reality
Ripping it to shreds
Absolving and resolving
Into total non-duality
The form in the formless
The formless in the form
Death will come to everything
For ending is the norm
 Death is ever-present
But the flame is ever-warm
The source of my cremation
You are my meditation
Goddess of the Tantra
For you this is my Mantra
The question and the answer
Lover of the dancer
Sticking out your tongue
Divinity in dung
I hope you hear this holy prayer
Projected from my lungs
Forever out of reach
The boundaries you breach
The lessons that you teach
Please allow the world to see you
Truly I beseech
Dry our Earthly tears
And break us from our fears
Because we’re all one and the same
The seekers and the seers

Time

TIME

Time flies like an arrow
Strikes hard like a hand
And the passage is narrow
For each droplet of sand
Time withers like flowers
Buds bright like the sun
And it makes our mind cower
It makes our feet run
It’s rapidly fleeting
Ineffably fast
Each moment repeating
A note of the past
Evanescent encounter
With this mystery world
Of which we are the founder
Into which we are hurled
No time for regretting
No time for forgetting
A soon as it’s rising
It’s already setting
Collapsing, imploding
Becoming experience
Distorting, contorting
Our vision delirious
 It dips and it swoops
Lagging zigzagging
Whirling swirling
Spinning and dragging
Spiraling turns
It falls out of control
Virally burns into one big black hole
And though just one moment
Accounts for it all
One instant of drama
One glance and one pin pointed stall
Atoning each season, each moon full, each day
It rests in forever
Stands still in the way
Unending, unsevered
Illusory play
Redeeming our dreaming
It wakes us in God
As the wind feeds the flame
And the stream feeds the sod

The Echoe Bridge



THE ECHOE BRIDGE


I. POETRY

Poetry can taste sweet and salty and damp
As it sinks into the buds of the tongue in your mind
Like tears of sunshine which linger in the residue of your laughter
And the laughter which lingers in the residue of your tears
Like the glowing light which dances across the sky
And filters itself through the billowing kingdom of clouds
In rays of golden vapor, it begs the question: Do you remember?
Poetry can sound like crickets in the night, behind a crackling campfire,
Under the nightly heavens, all sprinkled with stardust and crowned by silvery white jewel of the full moon.
Or like the song of birds, fluttering above a gurgling mountain brook in shivering leaves which rustle on strong old oak trees.
Poetry can echo in your skull
If you listen closely, like the voices of childhood friends 
Playing beneath a bridge with several arches
Poetry can taste sweet and salty and damp
And feel textured and topographical.
Poetry can sound like a sea crest licking the shore
And swell like waves in the ocean carried by the whispering wind.
Poetry can look like the deep, dark, indigo of space or like the fluorescent iridescence of dusk and dawn
Or the glimmer of lake’s surface in the stillness before and after the storm
Poetry tastes like honey and lemon in tea, on a rainy afternoon in early autumn.
Poetry can start off like almost invisible
Like a little point of light
Like the distant end of a tunnel
Like a seed
Which suddenly bursts, released through its own ecstasy into the twinkle of countless glistening and shimmering rainbow labyrinths
Slowly it begins to consider resurrection
And then, all of a sudden it starts to grow out of the page
With frightening speed and purpose.
It emerges from inside and underneath
It swells and penetrates all around you and envelopes and swallows you whole.

Poetry can smell like burnt and rotting flesh
Or sound like a child’s screams and cries in an underground Catholic dungeon
Poetry can look like the face of a flayed African  cadaver covered in blood, sweat and tears.
Poetry can feel like a woman being beaten in front of her family
Or a man being tortured in America.
Poetry can sound like a soldier asking for one last cigarette from the crazed and terrorized young face of the scared and guilty teenage enemy crouching over him. A soldier pleading for help or desperately reaching for his water  or weakly croaking the painful last words:
        “ Tell her phh-T-T-Tell-hhh-Tell Her I –ungh-I n-never stopped – I-h-ungh-I’ll never ever stop.”
Poetry can look like a boy choking in a gas chamber or like a mother giving birth or like people having sex
Poetry can taste like life and death, birth and love and pain and memories, hatred and forgiveness, nostalgia and hope, confidence and déjà vu.
Because everything is a poetic expression of itself, and the whole wide world tastes

like poetry…
I
II. LOVE

Is …
… empty, vibrant


and simply beautiful


III. HEAVEN

Divinity and purity
Forever out of reach
The secret truth of emptiness
My child, I shall teach
The one and only Golden King, that
Which rises to the heights
The bright and shining morning star
Descends again into the night
He gives way to the silver mirror,
She is served by the endless lights
And then the house on wings, the obelisks of vapor,
The faces in the sky, which melt and morph and taper
Into spirits that can fly,
The great celestial city which fades or kicks and cries
Divinity and purity
Are not what the preachers preach
They aren’t even their names
Which point to them in speech
The vast expanse of blue
Untouchable and true
Fathomless, immaculate
Nothingness is you



IV. EARTH

The soles of my feet
Sink into your arms
You cradle and kiss them
And whisper old charms
Your face is my vessel
Your core is my heart
When we are together,
We’re never apart.
Your veins are my water
They hold my life-blood
Your dad is my father
Your hair is my woods
Your fruits are my juices
Your vines are my wine
Like Herme’s Caduceus
Our lives intertwine
I am your appendix
Nad you are my home
With my fellow creatures
Your landscapes I roam
Our mother is nature
Our princess the moon
We spin round the sun
And we sing with the loons…
Your valleys and mountains are fed by my ash
My dung and plastic, my trash, and my cash
My, you raised me and hazed me
You taught me the way
You showed the garden of life and
Decay
You are my womb
Your wind is my breath
It’s time to leave home now
And dive into the depths…


V. CREATION

Bringing little critter creatures
out of fold-in-paperismness
into ink-line-dot-being
Do you have a chinkle an inkling to spare?
The shimmer of the red blood
Black text words scattered staining
Scared of remaining, shivering and
Chattering across the varying
Levels of depth perception – the echoe
bridge, the reflection connection,
        The essence of the meta-page.
Have you heard the word?
        Have you seen the light?
Do you live by day?
        Can you sleep at night?
Knock, knock, I’m at the back door.
Ding, dong, come back to the core
        Back to the shore
        Of forever.
The in and the out
        The order of chaos
Let go of the doubt

He already forgave us.

VI.    RECEPTION

The ebb and the flow
The waning and the waxing
The rhythm and the rhyme
I want to see your eyes
Glinting and relaxing
I can feel your soft lips
Tickling my soul
The butterflies in my stomach
Released on parole
I can feel the trunk at my root
Swaying in the stillness
J’écoute, tu écoutes?
Let me cure this falling illness
I will listen to you glisten
Swaying in the stillness
This hedge on fire smokes and burns
Like a funeral pyre,
As the world slowly turns
The gut of the wicker man
Rumbles and churns
Bolts of illumination
Crack with cackles
Around the eye of the storm
Breaking my shackles
Making me warm
As the butterflies swarm
So many different hues
Just like a 3D painting
Reminding us –
We’re angels in the midst of fainting
The song echoes in my inner ear
Bringing forth from the child underneath
Everything that’s ever been holy and
Dear
This continuous theologue
Of days and nights disordered fray
Presses me into the warm center
And I can hear it all the time
Not-saying but reminding me
        “Don’t be afraid.”
“Te quiero, Te quiero, Я тебя люблю”
What felt sexy like a dialogue of me and you
Was actually a monologue, an endless
Autologue of love pure and true.

VII.  STORM OVER DESERT 

This way and that
The road stretches out
Clouds gather
The desert stretches and yawns
Shivering in anticipation
“Flood me!” “Flood me, now!”
You can hear it
Listen closely
“La petite mort!”
A violent whisper? Whisper. Whisper.
“Apres mois le deluge.”
The scorching raw hide
Of the ancient sands
Howls
Oh the novelty!
“Call Noah! Call Noah!”
Cries the vulture
The crow takes flight from the creaky piney branch on the evergreen, a thousand winterseas away.
And, like the crows expanding wing span, in the moment of scretch, before lift off
The shadow grows, engulfing itself over the solemn desert and swallowing the yellow sunlight whole.
The stillness stirs
She is waiting
And I am coming, galloping like the seven riders of old faiths
Raining down upon your barren dunes and craters and you crumble and dissolve, back home into the distant sea – the final battle over
From one form of waves to another
…Unimaginable.

I bite more than I can swallow

I bite more than I can swallow
Roll more than I can smoke
Learn more than I can follow
Squander money till I’m broke
I press the pedal to the metal
Raise the dust until it settles
Push the limits till they blend
Pull prison bars until they bend
I’m spending Qi until I choke
And living life until I croak
Because to me it’s just a joke
Red buttons that I like to poke
I turn the volume up to max
And when I work I pay no tax
I write without the need to edit
And ride regardless of my credit
And I am not apologetic
So send your legions I don’t sweat it
My brain always remains the same
It likes to play its little game
And all the wild things I feed it
Send me the message
And then I make my pen repeat it
I’m making love to every instant
Resorting to my primal instinct
Burning bright and bursting fast
I recommend it, it’s a blast

I can make things happen



I can make things happen
Cause events to form
I can break the mold
And change the norm
I spit venomous heat
To keep the beat warm
I can rally the party
And make the spot swarm
I use words like magic
And people listen
I have touched the tragic
But my eyes still glisten
There’s a dancing flame
Deep within my heart
My romancing game
Is a classic art
I’m here to bridge the distance
Of the dissonant parts
The world must learn love
If a New dawn’s to start
Everything is one fractal whole
Because everything shares one boundless soul
And everything moves towards single goal
So if you’re ready to get there, it’s time to roll
There’s an infinite eternity
In the present moment
Let’s reinvent modernity for we’re the ones that own it. 

***

Collection # 2



Dimly lit dungeon corridors. Flickering and murmurs tremble in the silent damp air…  broken only by the sharp rhythmic heartbeat cracking of black boots on underground stone, echoes marching motivated; little spirit creatures observe and scurry in reaction fleeting flitters behind torches hung on walls casting dancing waving shadows jumping light and dark. Endless portals of possibility wooden doors stretching, reaching down and out through mysterious sedimentary tunnel hole. Conscious ethereal critters whisper to each other… suppressed giggles
                “Do you have the boy?”
                                “Yes, of course.”
                “Were you followed?’
                                “No, I don’t think so.”
                “Were you FOLLOWED??”
                                “No.”
                “OK, meet me at the river tomorrow midnight and the girl is yours.”
  2 enigmatic figures in trench coats part ways, one takes with him an evil grim glinting grimly from behind a scraggly beard. Takes sharp left to hidden passageway, lost buried kingdom, begins to cackle while climbing stairs. Emerges into sunlight landscape countryside not far from bustling daytime old-style town. Sounds of fun, laughter, mixed music, stirred up porridge of voices reverberate into distance.
                A TRAP
                There’s no exchange
                                no boy
                                                no girl
                                                                no deal
                ONLY a scam a sham
                A hustler’s cheap conjuring trick
                all smoke + mirrors
                just mirages of perception.
                Trust nothing
                The world is yours
                Now GO!
TWINKLE SPRINKLE on my head
Now my blue is turning red
And my red is turning blue
I’m a Buddha and a Jew
Interchanging codependence
Time for final chance repentance
Treat the universe with reverence
Body mind and spirit severance
***
Fuck the illusion of fear:
Just drop out -
Tune in and turn on
And let go of doubt
***
There’s
Cameras in the streets
And cancers in the sweets
Hypnotic calculations
In manipulative beats
Brainwashed newscast bitches
Like programmed plastic dolls
Are helping out the system
By building ego walls
Reading all our emails
And censoring our calls
Don’t you know?
Racist law enforcement
Sold their souls
For massive balls
Cointel Pro is
What killed Biggie Smalls.
No need for resistance
Just awareness
Recognition
Awakening together
We don’t need any permission
Organized religion
Rip off superstition
Atomic desperate mwarfare
Force the world into
Submission
To a dozen politicians
To keep the people from suspicion
They shield us from the vision
And tell us money is our mission



Recognize the nucleus
The center and the core
We wildfire children
Wander aimless through the door
The door of ancient secrets and modern
Revelations
Let me sink my teeth into
The fruit of great temptation
***
Infinite release
Absolute embrace
Perfect inner peace
Unlimited space
Boundless liberations
Fractal ??? relations
 Energy is consciousness
The source of all creations
Cannot be born
Cannot be destroyed
Beginningless and endless
Eternal in the void
Undying and transforming
An ever-changing dream
Seen by ever-present stillness
Glimmering light-beam
The star of the past is falling
The star of the future is calling
Right now is a singularity
Happens Once in all time as a rarity
***
Infinite unbound presence
Geometric incandescence
Eerie vibrating florescence
I become one with our essence
                Emptiness a jewel of light
                Liberated angels flight
                Overcome the human plight
                And join me: dive into the night
Rich abundance: juices flowing
Rising up cad??? glowing
Open eyes undying skies
My heart can weather all the lies
Trip, and fall, and then keep rolling up
                Spirals foming round the center
The great abyss now dare you enter?
Do you seek a guide or mentor?
Don’t you know you’re the inventor?
Trust and faith in every step
Pay no mind to ego rep
Breathe and see the world
Breathe too
Golden flame vast ocean blue
                Magic at my fingertips
                Existence mine to play and fuck with
                Master of the time wave dips
                Living in this play I’m stuck with
***
Changing views and pupil dilation
Swirling hues and super sensations
                Absorbing me
I’m swept away
                In the twister
Bent and re-integrating
                                Dissolving
                Letting go
Face contorted
                Shapes distorted
Well supported
                Reality
                                Lost
Complete abstraction
                No exit
                                No distraction
It’s just a fraction of
The truth
                We brought you here
To see the fire so you
May choose yourself whether
To jump in and be burned alive on the funeral pyre
To gaze at it forever in thoughtlessness
Or to run away back to where you came from to rot in bliss
***
Sunshine and breeze meander twinkling
Into my open window
Earth dawning
Song birds sing and flutter fling
On wing
I’m up and now the heat I bring
Through smiles and eyes
Is to intense immense
It won’t make any
Sense to those who cower
Choosing cold and broken dissonance
And hide from my undying
Flower power while I take a morning shower
Above the ?? chaos spiral pattern
Of synchronism
That we form here in
My little heart oven
Can you feel the Iovin?
***
I’ve gone farther than
Any of them can possibly imagine
It’s too late for me now
I can’t turn back
There is no turning back anymore
I’ve already gotten away with it
At this point it’s all over
THE BATTLE ENDED LONG AGO
You showed up just in time
For reconstruction
All you can do is build cities made of ash
***
FUCK THE FORCE
Lost phrases drifting sinking melting
Twinkling in my prematurely broken memory
Old hazes sifting mixing jumbling
My sacred mumbling ear,
It’s humbling
Having already been prepared for such a journey
I was confident in my experienced packing abilities
And therefore put off packing until it was too late
To start packing and I had to go naked again
                Stay with it
                                You already got away with it
                You have time to play with it
                                                                So do
The words no longer true
                We’re segregated by the mind
                                And left behind
                Unlistened to
                By you
And though we knew that you
                                Would come
And make our senses all
                                Grow numb
***
Pardon me
Send me back to class
Classy as a motherfucker
Kickin ass
More black than
A Cadillac that’s sellin crack
In my shirt: Black Cloves Pack
In my pants: Lady with a rack.
***